My mom called me “the easy girl” for years because I got pregnant and had my baby at sixteen. At forty, she arrived crying with a positive pregnancy test in her hand, and the man who got her pregnant wasn’t answering her calls anymore. I had my high school backpack on one shoulder and my sleeping daughter on the other. She had smeared mascara, cold coffee, and the exact same shame she once threw at me like trash. And when, years later, she begged me not to leave her alone with her twins, I understood that life doesn’t always punish you quickly, but it definitely knows exactly where to strike.
“I’m not going to say to you what you said to me.” My mom blinked. I think she was bracing herself for the blow. I think, for the very first time in her life, she understood that I carried the exact same razor in my mouth that she had used against me for years. I…
