I cheated on him just once, and my husband punished me for 18 years without touching me, as if my skin was repulsive. But on the day of his retirement medical checkup, the doctor opened his file and said a single sentence that broke me more than my own infidelity.
Part 2 “Ellen, your husband didn’t stop touching you because of your affair. He stopped touching you because, from that moment on, he physically couldn’t anymore.” I didn’t understand. Or rather, my body understood before my head did. I felt my knees buckle, the examination room shrank, and the smell of hand sanitizer turned sour….
